19 August 2010

I'll drive!

Thursday 12th (29)
I called the campsite first thing in the morning only to find that they were fully booked at the weekend.

With Mistress Carina still away I spent a second evening at home alone and took the opportunity to finish tidying the house as best I could.


Friday 13th (30)

I drove the short distance to the campsite this morning and helped Mistress with the packing before bringing her home, the packing included sweeping the inside of the tent clear on my hands and knees with a handbrush... which Mistress appeared to enjoy watching immensely.



Saturday 14th
(31)

Mistress sent me a message yesterday informing me that my priority over the weekend would be to tend to her legs and feet, which after two days of exposure to the great outdoors were in need of some care and attention.

With that in mind I went shopping this morning and returned with everything I thought might be needed.... including a pumice stone, footbath lotions and moisturiser.


Sunday 15th
(32)

Mistress Carina drove us out to a camping superstore this afternoon where we bought a few last odds and ends ahead of our planned holiday next week and I'm sure would've driven us back again too had she not developed a headache.

Hearing Mistress saying "I'll drive!" so assertively before we set off served as a small reminder that it's her that's in charge and in a very subtle kind of way put me firmly in my place.


Monday 16th (33)

This time next week we'll be on holiday!


Tuesday 17th (34)

It's now been more than a month since Mistress Carina last granted me release and not a lot less since I was last fully aroused and the latter as always is having a far greater effect on me. It did cross my mind to indulge myself a little why Mistress was away last week but I could never do that without having sought her permission first and as I didn't want to bother her with such trivia decided against asking, I don't regret it although I do wonder what her response might have been if I had.


Wednesday 18th (35)

It could well be all in the mind but when I fastened Mistress' ring around myself this morning I seemed to be more full than ever?

A thought that stayed with me for the rest of the day and during a quiet spell early in the evening found me surfing for male milking articles, curious to learn if it really is possible to be emptied without experiencing an ounce of pleasure nor affecting this wonderful feeling of submissiveness that thirty five days of denial has delivered?

I'm still not sure.

1 comment:

  1. Denial is so good for you slut suzy.

    When you are allowed to cum - wouldn't it be far better if the experience were extremely pleasurable? So pleasurable that you nearly lose consciousness? Wouldn't that make your long periods of denial so much better?

    It could be that you should only be allowed to cum like a gurl though.. Either with deep penetration (maybe while being fucked) or by rubbing your little clitty with just a finger tip. Wouldn't cumming like a gurl - with a pleasurable, full orgasm be just the thing you need?

    What would that say about suzy - that she only cums like a gurl? In time, if that were all you were allowed - it would become the only way you could make yourself cum. Imagine that - needing to be penetrated fully in order to cum...

    Miss D

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